Pensive
–adjective
1. dreamily or wistfully thoughtful: a pensive mood.
2. expressing or revealing thoughtfulness, usually marked by some sadness: a pensive adagio.

That was completely random, dont you think?

But then again, I believe that there is no such thing as randomness. To me, a 'random' thought is always triggered off by something, consciously or not. So you cannot say that it is totally random right?

Ive been increasingly pensive these days and I have no idea why.

I think its due to the fact that I miss Cedar so damn much. So much so that I keep comparing the present with the past. This isnt beneficial of course. If I continue like this, I will never move forward.

Transitions are tough, right? You might think that I have settled down. Physically yes, but as I just realised a few days ago, the case doesnt seem to hold emotionally. I need some time. I will be fine, really.

Man, I feel slightly better after letting all that out. (:

On a lighter note, I had my very first Chemistry test in Mj. It was quite an experience. We were totally racing against time. It gave me an adrenaline rush, haha! Anyway, I don't think Im expected to pass, so I don't really care, hehs!

I cant wait for the CNY break. Im truly lazy. (:

I miss alot of people laaaa.